You'll never know how greatly special you are
Until you're gone
Until you come only as memory
Until you're no longer exist
And till you have no more chance to taste that special pleasure

I Am My Biggest Rival

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'Ballerinas don't compete with each other, they compete with themselves.'

Recently this thought always come to mind whenever I imagine the struggle of ballet dancers. But then I reconsider this thought, that, actually it is not only ballerinas who can and/or supposed to choose this method. I think a great achievement can be reached if we make a higher standard and undertake efforts-which then will also be bigger too-in order to achieve that escalating standard. Well probably there may be certain who'll disagree with my thoughts. Some people say that if we just limit our self-standard with our own goal-standard, we will not be able to make any progress and only adrift in limited capabilities of self-contained without having any other comparison. This is absolutely NOT what I meant by competing with ourselves. We are now living in the wide-open world. Much information can absolutely be obtained from variety of media. People who want to thrive are those who lay interests in digging up information and capable to absorb them with the aim of use it to raise their ability, to become a better person and do everything in such a better way, gradually. It would be very unfortunate if we only set our self-standard by competing with the others, because the truth is, we could still be much better than that person. 'Di atas langit masih ada langit', just like the proverb says.

How could there be any invention and alteration if people just continue in committing 'follow' and 'compare' between one another? Change, this is what necessary. This would never happen with a chain of similar idea. Be independent, and you can change the world. Still, never get lost in mind and remember the presence of our God The Creator. We, as humans, are responsible to use our brain sagaciously in order to manage the world in a better way from time to time, rather than destruct itself.

Every single neophyte has their own unique role in making changes. Endorse yourself.

Why do we have to only reach the goal while we actually have a vast opportunity to pass through it?

Farewell

Hello, once imagined
Hello, keep on repeated
For whom so noose cannot be disparted?

No, the time is not the one disrupt
No, the miles nor meant to set apart
Its inside us, the blame is on our heart

Griefs, glooms, bye-byes
Hello, again, hello hi
Check mate, flat word, separate
Now bye, again, bye-bye

Then the time has none to deal
And the miles won't bother thing
No more losing
Just keep on loosing

The changes and differences we know
Each time and miles ours now
So see you next around, somehow

So long
Adieu, adieu, au revoir

Première, again

It's been quite a long time since the last time I filled this blog with my daily story. Now I'm no longer a high school student nor a colleger yet. Just spending this gap year in doing some (hopefully) useful thing and open up my mind about this huge undiscoverable world, and too, study for my second university-entrance-test next year.

After spending couple hours on doing some investigation in re-finding this long-gone blogger account, i decided to write again without deleting my older posts, because I just found it kinda ludicrous to recall those old days.

I made some changes with this blog such as the title, designs, etc, and too, my purpose on writing in this blog. As you can see on my previous posts, I orientated my writing about story of my own life. But from now on, I planned to change my writing orientation about life in my own story. I hope there won't be any offensive things in my writing.

À bientot.