School lalala~

Hola bloggie, long time no see ya. And you know whaat? UN udah tinggal 19 hari lagi loh, 19 HARI LAGI. Well this is crazy but sure hmm we can conclude that...I only have 2 more weeks to prepare myself for this exam. Lebay sih padahal biasa aja.

Minggu lalu uas nggak terlalu lancar, gak tau kenapa gue jadi nggak yakin banget mau coba tes di SMAN 8. Takut nggak lolos nanti yang ada malah lepas semua. Tapi gak tau kenapa gue gak mau masuk SMAN 78, bingung banget hell yeaaa it's all about my future huh?

Wrong choosing? It will only make me regret. So I really have to work harder and harder to get what I deserve. Wish me luck, bless me god :)

Soulid?

Well sometimes I'm just feeling like I have no more person to trust for. You may say how cruel I am, but you'll never know how exactly my feeling. Sad? of course. I'd never felt so alone like this before. Best friend? That's such a very expensive word in this world.

Hey guys don't you remember when we spent our holiday together? When we did our conference chat all night long without any awkward moments? When we made our charity event? We'd say we're soulid and we'll always together even if we'll be separated by our time. But, what now? We're still in the same place, same time, same condition, but we're already separated. Said that "we're one, we're united, and we're always on the top", but those words, lovely words actually, can only be words that comes out from our mouth. This is fake, fake laugh, fake love, and fake togetherness. Where are we? Finding our own identity? Ouch, i've got nothing to say...

I just want you to know, that I really miss you guys, I want to get back to the moment when my heart always warmed by our jokes, thoughts, and our words, and where there's no grouping among us.

I miss you guys, I really do...

Première

Well hellooo this is my first post!

Yaaa walaupun gue udah bikin blog ini dari bulan Agustus 2010 lalu, gue belom sempet organize apapun apalagi ngepost atau curhat di blog ini. Tapiii sekarang gue mau sering kesini deh jenguk blognya, kasian kesepian mulu.

Okay segini dulu deh ya pembukaannya. Byee see ya!