Soulid?

Well sometimes I'm just feeling like I have no more person to trust for. You may say how cruel I am, but you'll never know how exactly my feeling. Sad? of course. I'd never felt so alone like this before. Best friend? That's such a very expensive word in this world.

Hey guys don't you remember when we spent our holiday together? When we did our conference chat all night long without any awkward moments? When we made our charity event? We'd say we're soulid and we'll always together even if we'll be separated by our time. But, what now? We're still in the same place, same time, same condition, but we're already separated. Said that "we're one, we're united, and we're always on the top", but those words, lovely words actually, can only be words that comes out from our mouth. This is fake, fake laugh, fake love, and fake togetherness. Where are we? Finding our own identity? Ouch, i've got nothing to say...

I just want you to know, that I really miss you guys, I want to get back to the moment when my heart always warmed by our jokes, thoughts, and our words, and where there's no grouping among us.

I miss you guys, I really do...